oh what a...MONTH!

No pictures today and probably won't type too much. I am on the laptop and I hate typing on this, but figured I needed to let everyone know what was going on. I will tell you to the best of my ability.

So I battled that stupid cold for 3 weeks and FINALLY started to feel better just in time to have Chemo again. That Chemo went okay and for the first few days I actually felt okay. Then that Saturday I started getting sick. I couldn't keep ANYTHING down. I thought I was doing really well with drinking my water, but I wasn't doing good enough. So last week (the 6th and 7th?) I went back to my oncologist and they put me on IV fluids. I was still very very very weak. I seriously did nothing but lay on the couch or in my bed. I just couldn't beat it. So Sunday afternoon (Mother's Day) Frank brought me into the ER. They ended up admitting me and here I sit. A week later.

My port has slipped, which my be why I have been getting sick, but who knows. One of the Chemo drugs has caused lung damage. I am currently on oxygen. I will no longer have Chemo, I have to do the rest of my treatment by doing radiation. I don't know how I feel about this. I know it will make me VERY tired. But I don't think it will make me sick. Who knows. I am sure I will find out more soon. I wonder if my hair will grow back... I wonder, I wonder, I wonder. So many questions.

just a quick "funny" Zander story... He and I got home one day and he picked up a rock and was playing with it. We went inside and I was going to lay on the couch and he was laying on the love seat and we were going to take a nap. After laying there for about 20 minutes, Zander pops his head up and said "mommy, my rock is in my nose!" so off to the ER with Zander. As we were sitting there he sneezed 3 times and sneezed it out! He was pretty excited that he "Achooed and got it out all by himself"

Well hopefully there aren't alot of errors here, my dinner is served and I am going to try and eat. Everyone have a wonderful evening or whatever it is when you read this, and I will update you as I know more!